This life of mine is a jigsaw puzzle. Pieces of all kinds. Some fit just right, some take a while to sit, some are too obvious, while some need a bit of thinking. My family is the border of this puzzle, I find my pieces according to the outline, my family is my definition. However, over the years I have looked out for a glue to hold my fragments together. Especially all those times when I didn't want to take charge of my life and I wanted someone apart from family and girlfriends to hold it all together and tell me, 'even if all hell broke loose and I wouldn't have a clue of where I have got to go or what I have to do, I could look just beyond me and find a solution in the existence of you.'
At all of 23, I realize I have found that support, the glue that holds my world together. I know he'd hold my world together for me, not because it is my world but because I know if it means a lot to me, it would mean a lot to him. HIM. He! He marks my beginning and I wont see an end without him. I have loved and lost. But, this one I will guard all my life because not until this one did I realize how incomplete I was.
I know there are men out there, willing to get me the stars and the moon, but I have found someone who'll stand with me under the moonlit, star studded sky forever. I don't know what this relationship is based on..I cannot as much as I'd like put a finger on it. But, there is a deep rooted bond. One I love to believe comes from a lot of love and emotional dependency.
Muffin, I know we have a tough phase going on and both of us are at a point where we are wrapped in work and need to concentrate on that front. You have all my support, baby. You give your job 100% and I'll give my academics 100% and I'll give "us" 250% and on days when I fall short of a few percent, you could be a doll and fill the gaps! I value you with all I have got. You're my prized possession. I could never unlove you, in you there is me and if I were to stop loving you, I would lose me.
"I can never take u fr granted its just that I know that we gonna be together forever come wat may coz of the love and bond we share. Everyday I wake up I knw I m gonna live this day and not die does that mean that I can take my life for granted. No its just that I hv dis faith dat I m gonna live. Similarly I hv the faith dat dis is gonna last forever n ever. I need u, the only happy moment in my boring day is wen I hear a hi from u. Wen I see u standing next to me I can't stop smiling not blushing. Dat day wen after office I saw u sitting niche I cudnt control my happiness I was so happy. U can see it. I can't fake all dis I really love u. Wid u in my life I feel that there is someone who is dere fr me who thinks abt me. Watever big or small that happens in my life u r the 1st person I share with. I don't need options wen I hv u. I can't tell u hw much this means to me.
Don't leave me I will lose my path if u r gonna leave my hand. U r my gps I love u"
This is by far the sweetest thing I have received on a day full of melancholy. It helped me gain perspective and made me realize how much I am needed and just how much I can't do without.
